When I finally learned to sit still and just listen
I understood what scares me is not the noise of the world
But the screaming in my head
When I finally learned to look for my peace within
I realised I have to keep running away to other places because
All I find inside myself is darkness
When you finally ask for shelter and find yourself ripped
Into pieces by battling raving forces where you look for your soul
Then where do you go
If they live here
If they are me
If I surrender
Do I still exist?
If I get out of their way will they crush each other and leave me alone? But
To hide from my own monsters
Where do I go?