Painful tears flowing inside
Nothing but endless sky before me but I
Screaming against the waves gasping for air begging
to take me.
But the ocean keeps spilling me
I keep drifting up
like a bottle left
at the shore.
Trying to join the rhythm of the tide going out but it always brings me
If I could just break apart and dissolve and
into the current that will eventually reach other shores.
But I keep staring at the horizon listening to the waves unable
I don’t know is this sunset or dawn.
But I know that
I will take one last breath